Dearest January... ([info]rosetint03) wrote,
@ 2004-02-13 13:12:00
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Current mood: sad

:(
Well. I won't be going to Cheley this summer. I won't be going to Columbia either.

I know that when I got tested it showed that I'm more 'right brain' than 'left brain'...but sometimes I wish it was the other way around. I feel like the only thing academically that I'm good at is writing stories and poems. But obviously that's not what I need to pass and graduate...the tests also show that I SHOULD be one of those straight-A students. I just wish sometimes that I could be one of those people who easily get good grades instead of just being able to write creativley. And the thing that really pisses me off is that I KNOW I'm really not so stupid that I should be failing math...but I am anyway. I was surprisingly calm when my dad told me that I'd have to go to summer school and not be able to go to Colorado. I won't be seeing any of my friends either. I don't think it's really hit me yet. I think that my left brain died with Kim.


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[info]brokengypsy16
2004-02-13 08:15 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry:(

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[info]bloody_kisses56
2004-02-13 08:16 pm UTC (link)
I know what you mean sometimes I can't stand to do other types of papers. I love writing poetry but the other thing I can write is depressing, dark, and sad. Nothing happy. I tried to write a love poem for my boyfriend and I couldn't do it to save my life. Oh stupid sadness!!!!!

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[info]darkmidnight
2004-02-13 09:16 pm UTC (link)
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I know what you mean. I do well in english. that's about it. i can't even stand being in some of my other classes. i do horribly in math and sciences. and i'm in my school's gifted program, but i'm the bottom of the barrel there. technically i should be a straight-A kid too, but i'm definitely not.

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[info]rosetint03
2004-02-14 05:42 am UTC (link)
Awww, thanks, that made me feel a bit better :). I just found out the letter's actually a warning...if I miss anymore school though I'll be in danger of summer school.

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I was like that all through high school.
[info]jezzebelle2000
2004-02-14 03:38 pm UTC (link)
I think in alot of ways, being creative is better than doing well in school, because school is what they want you to learn and writing/reading/etc is the stuff YOU want to learn. People don't get there's so much more to life than what they drill into your brain in school. I always resented having to suffer through a bunch of classes that had nothing to do with what I wanted to do in the future.

(Hugs) I understand what you're going through. Hope everything gets better for you.

-Jess

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Re: I was like that all through high school.
[info]rosetint03
2004-02-14 04:55 pm UTC (link)
Aw, thanks. I learned that the letter was actually a warning...but I still am in danger of failing math. Agh.

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